Talk. Its Life.

It has been a hard road emotionally. I wake up depressed more in hopes of comfort. I cry at night like a child that needs her mother with no where in sight. I turn to myself a lot to find comfort within because I am not sure who to turn to. At times I am confused. At times I wonder why. At times I just sit in the dark and cry.     

If I Had IT My Way we would connect in our bed no worries in the world the bed is where all spiritual vibes lay their head if i had it my way we would wake up skin to skin no worries in the world start the day out with a good Vibes within if had it my way arms would wrap around me for comfort not pity no worries in the world no waking up feeling shitty If i had it my way i would smile thru the day no worries in the world no ‘somethings wrong with her again’ they say If i had it my way i would never feel lonely no worries in the world many would say she is our only if i had it my way i would be free no worries in the world pressures of being me in life would not sting like a bee if i had it my way i would dance all day no worries in the world I envision my hips and arms in a gentle sway if i had it my way my traumas would disappear no worries in the world look it is lena, i am back, i am here if i had it my way my mind would feel relief no worries in the world no fighting between fake f