Talk. Its Life.

I never wanted to be one of those girls who lost so much dignity at a young age that i turned to prostitution. It almost happened though. In  my life. All the things I have seen and the things I have done for my own benefit. Just to find out that doing things that way leads to more heartbreak. Realizing that now, I look at the younger generations with compassionate eyes. I feel sorry for them. What I seen last night was disturbing. A young teenage girl prostituting herself in a Ford SUV right in front of our home. I guess she felt the pierce eye stares myself and my niece were giving the SUV in trying to figure out 'wtf are you doing' and 'why here' and lastly 'I Have A Ohana Living Here!' Emphasis on the exclamation point. But do you see what I'm saying so far? How did America get so Tainted in the Mind that now, as an activity of "normalcy", that Teen Wahines have to sell their self? A question not only I ask but will answer as well. From be

“Let Me Be” (stand on your feet) Raised by the Military Foster World Guided & Manipulated into Being Numb Where Truth Was Restricted Vindicated Under a Strict Thumb Guilted & Shamed upon Un-approval Invalidated by the dumb… (Or ignorant) So Much Intimate Hate Brewed Around Me (Damn Scum) No real Freedom Inside Afraid to even ask to unwind Never Good Enough Thoughts Resigned Within Expressions from Ohana Lacked Genuine Pride I Knew These Relationships Had Its Time In My Mind Dreams and Imaginations of Fairy Tale Scenes went Dim My Accomplishments Were Recognized But Me Being Me Was A Sin, I Was Confused… But… Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play (Don’t you play with words with me) Im Taking Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play (no more manipulation) I Took Hold of Opposing Your Ways Now The Past You Will Stay Away with Cold Attitudes Consistently Im Running Free Mindfully Taking  A Pass on Drama Always Searching to Focus on