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Mom on COVID Quarantine

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       It dawns on me how much I miss my girls when you cannot touch them. Although they are in the same apartment, not even 20 feet away, I cannot touch them. I cannot hug them or kiss them. I can see them. But that is different than an actual touch. It reminds me of the Pandemic and how many people out there are deprived of just that. A intimate connection. A touch. A feel of love that has been neglected to us by COVID and "Social Distancing". I am sure everyone is over it by now. But the pandemic reigns on. Now, I am in my 4th day of quarantine having tested positive. And it doesnt really matter how careful one person thinks they are, who you stay away from or how many time you wash your hands or sanitize. This virus is around and well.        Having to social distance has many in a rut. having to fight the temptations within to just go out and do what we want, which I am sure people still do anyway. But now, having caught this virus, it makes me look at the world differen

Breaking My Own Chains

Aloha Nui Loves,        I made it a point to start Blogging again. I find my mind races faster tahn I can write these days so having a good outlet a such I feel is better than holding anything inside. Anyone who knows me knows when I am touched by something, I express it. And now... Here it goes.        It gets a bit frustrating the things that I run into on the daily. The people that come and go. And when they do come they come with a motive. The people that come with motive you can already tell. They speak to you as if they have some power over you. As if you are ignorant to life because of going thru so much. I am at the end of my road with these types of people. Either you mean well, or continue on. I find myself blocking more and more people just because, also, their vibe is off. I understand we all have some sort of issues and cope in different ways. But it seem as if I am in a world where I feel as I get mentally healthier, the ones who aren't come around to try and knock me