Poetic Justice #1

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“Let Me Be” (stand on your feet)

Raised by the Military Foster World
Guided & Manipulated into Being Numb
Where Truth Was Restricted
Vindicated Under a Strict Thumb
Guilted & Shamed upon Un-approval
Invalidated by the dumb… (Or ignorant)
So Much Intimate Hate Brewed Around Me (Damn Scum)

No real Freedom Inside
Afraid to even ask to unwind
Never Good Enough Thoughts Resigned Within
Expressions from Ohana Lacked Genuine Pride
I Knew These Relationships Had Its Time

In My Mind Dreams and Imaginations of
Fairy Tale Scenes went Dim
My Accomplishments Were Recognized
But Me Being Me Was A Sin, I Was Confused…

But…

Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(Don’t you play with words with me)
Im Taking Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay
Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(no more manipulation)
I Took Hold of Opposing Your Ways Now The Past You Will Stay

Away with Cold Attitudes
Consistently Im Running Free
Mindfully Taking  A Pass on Drama
Always Searching to Focus on Me
Taking Time Out
To Focus on Growth
Went thru therapy waves
While All the hate fades
Bitterness Dwindles Down
Spiritually Strong I remain To Be
Faithful Our Force Is shown Universally

Its my way of saying 
“I can do this for us our way”
And One Day
Be their inspiration
On what a true ohana is
tell them they can run the world
Be Humble & Peep the talk
It can all be a mind game love
Just know how to walk the walk
Of Life..

Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(Don’t you play with words with me)
Im Taking Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay
Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(no more manipulation)
I Took Hold of Opposing Your Ways Now The Past You Will Stay

Get In Your Own Zone
your life is yours to own
Take action on living better dreams
Speak into existence positive ways
Give up following other humans slay
Leadership Is Key so
Listen Up graciously
And hear the things coming into your mind
Be smart, Intuitive & Learn to Unwind
Make still of the hands of time

Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(no more manipulation)
I Hold Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay
So… Let It Be… Let Me Be Me & Let Me Be.

Spoken Into Existence
From Heavens Above
I Prayed for a Ohana
To Show Me True Love
He Loves Me For Me
The Best Part of It All…
Genuinely

Akua Paves My Path Now The Past You Will Stay
(Im finally free)
Im Heading Opposite Direction #NoMore Controlling Days

So… Let It Be… Let Me Be Me & Let Me Be.

Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(Don’t you play with words with me)
Im Taking Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay
Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play
(no more manipulation)
I Took Hold of Opposing Your Ways Now The Past You Will Stay

So… Let It Be… Let Me Be Me & Let Me Be.
So… Let It Be… Let Me Be Me & Let Me Be.







   


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