Talk. Its Life.

Aloha All,        I figured I would come back with another blog. The thoughts that come in and out of my head on the daily need to be put somewhere. So here it goes. It is MLK day. School is out for the kiddos and I'm at home wondering what I dream about.  If I can express with everyone my Dreams, maybe you might just get a jist of what life has thrown at me.  But no matter what Life throws at me I know I still have my Voice.         Whether its blogs like this or vlogs or even a post reference to what stage of life I am in. I Am Hurt. I am More sad at times than upset really. About Humanity in general. How we go about the Relationships. Even About Friendships. Who to trust and not to. Learning To stop giving benefits of the doubt to those that have shown vivid destructive patterns. To move forward for Mental sake. We all need to be in a healthy state. Emotionally, Physically, Spiritually, Occupationally, ...

        Thoughts about this month come to mind. I am Leaving what was in the past and moving forward more than anything before.  Though I will never forget. Who can really forget a pain like that? Although I have forgiven I will never forget. Which actually sets me up for the next Love endeavor when the Universe thinks I am ready. She will guide me. Lord knows we cannot control love or heartbreak, but we can control how we heal from it. Grow from it. Learn from it. Be stronger because of it.        It was never a thing for me to want so much attention because I am vulnerable. I always found a certain solace by refraining from hopping from one to another person giving my Pearls to kanes I have no clue who they are just to do some walk of shame. Not. Going. It was a habit to rid of the things that reminded me of those memories in order to move on. And in one of Master Sri Akarshana YouTubes videos he speaks of 5 things we can do...