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Anxieties. Everyone has them to one extent or another right? Yeah? What people that are around me dont know is that I Have Anxiety Too. I Also Have To Cope On The Daily. Not so much about Life anymore but now about the people that are around me. I am to the point in my journey in California that I Have Found My Hauoli Medium. And it is here. In Signal Hill/ Long Beach. I have come to learn the areas more but still need the directional assistance. When I lived in Chicago, the water was always to the East. And now for the last 6 years I STILL try to figure out what direction I am in considering the water is now to the West. Many might think that hearing that is funny. I Probably Would Too. SO learning my way around these last two years has been interesting. But a Learning Journey. Still, I Literally will do Recon on EVERY Location including Surroundings so I can Mentally Prepare myself of what Im about to "get in to" sorta speak. Its The Recon in Me. It starts with the Rou...

Be Grateful - Change Your Life Today, be grateful. Be grateful for your favorite music, for movies that make you feel good, for your phone that connects you with people, for your computer, and for the electricity that lights up your life. Be grateful for air travel that flies you everywhere. Be grateful for the roads and traffic lights that keep the traffic in order. Be grateful to those who built our bridges. Be grateful for your pet, for your child, for your loved ones, for your eyes that enable you to read this. Be grateful for your imagination. Be grateful that you can think. Be grateful that you can speak. Be grateful that you can laugh and smile. Be grateful that you can breathe. Be grateful that you are alive! Be grateful that you are You!  Be grateful that there are two words that can change your life. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! — from The Secret Daily Teachings May the Joy be with You, Rhonda Byrne

So! Aloha Nui All Again and welcome back to the Lady Lena Show. I mean seriously! So, yesterday morning was pretty rough with dreams, waking up crying, all the random pee times and pain in my crotch that comes and goes when it pleases. THEN! Its the, having to go back to sleep part that sucks because the ringing in your ear wont stop EVER and it gets louder and TOP of my snoring fiance and then, the adjusting pains that go away when you FINALLY get relaxed and in a "nesting" position that you FINALLY find... Until being in that one position starts to hurt. I mean c'mon Universe! I did call upon the Ohana Life & Life Style yeah? Lets Talk Story: I remember a time when it was rough, in my twenties, and I got pregnant by my "comfort hoaloha" which, at the time was seeing someone that was ALREADY pregnant and I was still getting over my ex... Or shall we say, Coping. And how I coped back then was with Drinking & Sex. I mean whoooo in the world wouldn...

Aloha nui all... For someone like me being Hauoli (happy) is a good thing. It took myself a while to get here, but after a lot of Prayer & Faith, I'm Here! Mindfully. Wahines like myself find the satisfaction in being in our Relationships. Many others, well... I cant say EVERYONE is hauoli but Many Do Think They Are. My Life has always been my education and along the way I have Learned that Many ways Society functions  & it is not the Normal Humanitarian way... "Why?" you say? Well here is is. Its because Humans have been very desensitized for many decades, even centuries. What Humans are dehumanized you wonder... When I speak, I speak in Military Form & the desensitization of its teachings. I, myself, am a Veteran. A Proud Marine Veteran. Now. That is... After so long of not being able to speak out on issues during active duty or post service unless its to a VA psychologist, I'm feeling kind of antsy to say, Mahalo Keakua! I'm Speaking Out! #Milit...