Talk. Its Life.

Dance. It has always been a part of my life and my Life has always depended on it in many ways. I remember when i first started Hula. It was in the foster home in Hawai'i on Pearl Harbor. We were used to entertain the Military Ohanas that came there to service the country. More than one way. If you know what I am saying. You see, I, Myself, have been in the Military World since I can remember and it is not always a good laugh but it is a joke. haha. Ok so Comedy is Not one of my Best Traits but I would Like to think that I try very well yeah. I am remembering how humbling Hula made me feel thru the years. That spirit. The Spirit of Aloha. As we Polynesians say. My Hula days ended when my Fosters moved me to the mainland. Illinois to be exact. It was Culture Shock to me because everyone was just so plain jane and free. In their own unique way. Even the dancing on the Mainland Opened my eyes to the term "Culture". I have seen it over time. And now Dance ...

Who. Am. I.  Finding truth in Religion is about as ugly as finding the truth in American Politics. It. Just. Will. Not. Happen. Or will it. You see, I have lived a life full of uncertainty when it came to Religion. I never knew why. Until Today. A day and age where the stipulations of the title "wife" can bring so much anger and resentment. All the things I have heard about this term "religion" and how it is tacked on to the title of a "wife" and then it is connected to all the rules and regulations of what a "marriage" is supposed to be... At the end of the day I ask everyone: "Who Really Are YOU?" I remember being the one that loved to see people be free in their own way. Weather it was dance or sing or cooking. Gatherings I always loved. Having many people around showing loves of Aloha. Not really experiencing the "Marriage" scene... Until I was moved to the mainland. I had see many weddings living in Illin...

       Lost & Insecure. Americans we are. In one way or another you are insecure too. Yes. You. And it is okay. A Healthy Amount of insecurity is okay and I know that sounds weird but it makes sense to me. We are born into a world where people are seperated on the daily, mass media has warped americans brains with all the psychological warfare they play. It is a complete joke really. It is without a doubt I am Blessed to be currently in a Healthy relationship where I feel secure in saying... Having a little insecurity in life is okay.  Lets Talk Story: SO! I was taught about "love" at a very young age. 6. To be exact. Being touched in a cardboard box and having someone tell you that "this is what people do when they love each other". So I left thinking... 'if what i felt tonight the same as what i see on the screen'. And im thinking back to the times I seen the porn on my Foster Military Fathers tv in their bedroom. The sex domain. Wher...