Talk. Its Life.

... Im in thought... The Universe is Moving... And I'm am more Hauoli today. Progress has been amazing withing these last few weeks. But it was also Mentally Hard. Gathering the skills to cope thru high anxiety times is imperative.  Having the Support of Ohana & Hoalohas. Learning that there are those out there who want to connect or reconnect after my Labour. Its past the eight weeks and really, I am on chill mode. I have to be. I have probably been the Most Mindful these past few weeks than I ever have in my Life. Only because things are moving. They are Evolving how they need to and Creative Growth is on the Horizon. Whether it is ICONradio.fm, dance or even Hosting... The Universe Is Moving... It makes me Hauoli (Happy in Hawaiian). It is all I have ever wanted. Now, we move Forward together. I Pray this 2018 We Thrive as Small Businesses. It is because I have this Love of Giving that makes me Different from the rest of us Marketers. And in our case, We Market O...

I was born kamaaina to Oahu. Learning the Hawaiian way way Special to me. It reminded me over the years of how many others need to live with more Compassion and Patience. It is what helps me look at everything going on in today's society the way I do. Coming from a neglec t filled background can render some harsh feelings when you feel disconnected from the one person you love. The person I chose to be with. The person that is there for me. Well, as of this point, emotionally I'm taking a toll. It has now become a reality about Business & Ohana. Both are never going to be well balanced and there are certain things in a relationship that will take a toll. Over the years it has been difficult to feel completely secure. Thoughts of "did we rush into this too fast", "did he really want a Ohana or did he just say that", "Is he using me to try and prove a point to someone" or even "Why did he even say he wanted kids" and "do my emo...

Aloha Nui Lovie Faces, So its been a while since my last blog and a lot has happened. The radio show is about to come back on July 26th. ICON Radio.fm is making great impressions around the Globe. My Ohana is Hauoli and me? Well, I'm definitely hanging in there. Most days are better than before & I do have to say, my coping skills have enhanced. With a two month old and a four year old and anxiety off the rocker, it can be tough. But we manage yeah. I want to start sharing my writings. I consider much of these being said in Spoken Word form. I Pray that you all enjoy. Poetry, its what gets me by when I have things on my mind. This Spoken Word is titled "I Wish" I Wish "I wish to be able to have a room facing the direction of the sunrise just so I can always look forward to another day. The sunrise is my reminder of another Day to Live. I wish to be Healthy so I can wake up the next day. I wish my Mental State stay In Peace. I Wish for the Serenity that c...

I never wanted to be one of those girls who lost so much dignity at a young age that i turned to prostitution. It almost happened though. In  my life. All the things I have seen and the things I have done for my own benefit. Just to find out that doing things that way leads to more heartbreak. Realizing that now, I look at the younger generations with compassionate eyes. I feel sorry for them. What I seen last night was disturbing. A young teenage girl prostituting herself in a Ford SUV right in front of our home. I guess she felt the pierce eye stares myself and my niece were giving the SUV in trying to figure out 'wtf are you doing' and 'why here' and lastly 'I Have A Ohana Living Here!' Emphasis on the exclamation point. But do you see what I'm saying so far? How did America get so Tainted in the Mind that now, as an activity of "normalcy", that Teen Wahines have to sell their self? A question not only I ask but will answer as well. From be...

“Let Me Be” (stand on your feet) Raised by the Military Foster World Guided & Manipulated into Being Numb Where Truth Was Restricted Vindicated Under a Strict Thumb Guilted & Shamed upon Un-approval Invalidated by the dumb… (Or ignorant) So Much Intimate Hate Brewed Around Me (Damn Scum) No real Freedom Inside Afraid to even ask to unwind Never Good Enough Thoughts Resigned Within Expressions from Ohana Lacked Genuine Pride I Knew These Relationships Had Its Time In My Mind Dreams and Imaginations of Fairy Tale Scenes went Dim My Accomplishments Were Recognized But Me Being Me Was A Sin, I Was Confused… But… Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play (Don’t you play with words with me) Im Taking Opposing Ways Now The Past You Will Stay Akua Paves My Path Not Your Words That Play (no more manipulation) I Took Hold of Opposing Your Ways Now The Past You Will Stay Away with Cold Attitudes Consistently Im Running Free Mindfully Taking  A Pass on Drama Always Searching to Focus...

Anxieties. Everyone has them to one extent or another right? Yeah? What people that are around me dont know is that I Have Anxiety Too. I Also Have To Cope On The Daily. Not so much about Life anymore but now about the people that are around me. I am to the point in my journey in California that I Have Found My Hauoli Medium. And it is here. In Signal Hill/ Long Beach. I have come to learn the areas more but still need the directional assistance. When I lived in Chicago, the water was always to the East. And now for the last 6 years I STILL try to figure out what direction I am in considering the water is now to the West. Many might think that hearing that is funny. I Probably Would Too. SO learning my way around these last two years has been interesting. But a Learning Journey. Still, I Literally will do Recon on EVERY Location including Surroundings so I can Mentally Prepare myself of what Im about to "get in to" sorta speak. Its The Recon in Me. It starts with the Rou...

Be Grateful - Change Your Life Today, be grateful. Be grateful for your favorite music, for movies that make you feel good, for your phone that connects you with people, for your computer, and for the electricity that lights up your life. Be grateful for air travel that flies you everywhere. Be grateful for the roads and traffic lights that keep the traffic in order. Be grateful to those who built our bridges. Be grateful for your pet, for your child, for your loved ones, for your eyes that enable you to read this. Be grateful for your imagination. Be grateful that you can think. Be grateful that you can speak. Be grateful that you can laugh and smile. Be grateful that you can breathe. Be grateful that you are alive! Be grateful that you are You!  Be grateful that there are two words that can change your life. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! — from The Secret Daily Teachings May the Joy be with You, Rhonda Byrne